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This is Rev. Zan Benham, Butterfly Deerwoman

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"Breathe NOW into this moment. You are here in this Present time.

This IS all there IS. From here, allow all things past to fall away from you.

You cannot go back. You cannot change the past.

All IS as it was, and you ARE here in this moment of your breath NOW.

Breathe in, breathe out. Feel the goodness ofbreath moment.

Feel your heart.

Feel your love now, and how it over flows out with love for you and for others.

This is the alchemy of the Present or this is your "Pre-sent" moment. All future is here.

Breath in this present moment is freedom from all the constrictions, and all past."

Rev. Zan Butterfly Deerwoman is an inter-faith minister, an energy worker, an empathic spiritual counselor, a certified hypnotherapist, shamanic practitioner, Reiki Master and a ceremonialist. She facilitates private sessions as well as motivational workshops and classes. (See Workshops and Classes.)

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As far back as she can remember she has been empathic, able to see things not visible to others. Raised in Europe, from ages 4 to 14, Zan had, at age seven, what she now calls a "dream walk;" a lucid memory, in which she remembered an entire life time as a Native American. As she grew older she tried to conform, pushing away her "silly" imaginings, in order to better "fit in." Time and time again memories and connections flowed within her realities and would challenge her questions about God, religion, and spirituality.

Zan has studied Metaphysics for over 30 years, exploring modalities from the east and the west. She incorporates and integrates these into her work and teachings. Zan is a Shamanic Practitioner and ceremonialist who has been active in the Native American healing circles for many years. A Clan Mother of the Mockingbird Clan, a leader of sacred fire circles and women's circles, she is a "water pourer" for sweat lodges, and a pipe bearer in the tradition of the late Sun Bear. Zan is also an enthusiastic student of Sacred Geometry, Quantum physics, Drunvalo Melchizedek's Flower of Life teachings, and the Native American Medicine Wheel.

Rev. Zan, a medicine woman of our time, knows that her journey is as a catalyst, to be a conduit for healing and empowerment. She is here to help herald in the spiritual evolution and re-awakening to the understanding of the interconnection of All, in this delicate web of life; a vision of a safer, nurturing, plentiful, and sustainable world unfolding for future generations.